Unyielding (Bet All Your Brave)

For you,

who bets all your courage for your dreams,

who climbs ever upward, yet inevitably falls into vortex.

And you, who has never complained about pain and hardship.

呼唤

Calling from the Other Side

我们竭尽全力奔跑, 向生命另一端的自己寻求一个答案,以为那是理想的终点

其实那时的自己, 也有着新的追寻。而当下,或许正是曾经你向往的远方。

We run with all our might, seeking answers from another version of ourselves at the other end of life, thinking that is the ideal destination.

In fact, that version of ourselves also has new pursuits. And the present, perhaps, is exactly the distant place you once longed for.

六十一个破晓 Dawn 61

写给每一个看过漫漫黑夜和渐渐降临的黎明,看过迷茫和浅浅浮现的希望的人,和我自己。

灵感来源于2022年底有2个多月的时间挣扎失眠到天色渐亮,也就看过了两个多月的日出。

这60余个日子里反复经历着绝望、迷茫,也不断思考着这些看似无解的人生谜题到底通往哪里

Written for everyone who has witnessed the long, dark nights and the gradually dawning twilight, who has seen confusion and the faint emergence of hope, and for myself.

Inspired from the end of 2022 when I struggled with insomnia for more than two months until dawn, witnessing the sunrise for these many days. During these 60+ days, I repeatedly experienced despair and confusion, while constantly pondering where these seemingly unsolvable puzzles of life lead.

被爱的感觉有百万吨重

Being Loved Weighs A Million Tons

I’m used to regard being loved as my weakness and thus resisting love.
我在足够的爱和关照中长大
他们以为我是幸福的
其实这使得我的能力总是不被相信
“你被那么多人宠着多幸福啊”这些言语,仿佛人们觉得我不依赖别人就活不下去
所以为了证明我足够强大
我尽可能回避抗拒所有的爱
把所有关怀,甚至礼物都默认为
“你什么都不行,当然需要我们给你这些啦”
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Heading To

这首歌曲送给每一个在生命中黑暗时刻挣扎的人们。
我曾有一段看不到光的日子,拼命挣扎,拼命渴望浮出水面
而每一次我真的感受到温暖,或是任何外界因素作用,让我好一点点的时候,哪怕只有几分钟,我写下几句鼓舞的话送给黑暗里的自己,就这样拼拼凑湊写写
改改,有了这首Heading To.
愿每个人都能朝着旭日的方向,放下过去,勇往直前。

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